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Name:bluelittlegirl
Birthdate:Jan 24



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Beneath the eyes of this little girl, lies the soul of an individual who is very much herself, yet who pretends to be other in order to function in this world. She is intrigued by people, what they think, and what they do, and very much wants to show herself to the right person. She has been rebuffed frequently, so, unless she trusts you, you will only see what she chooses to show.
Divinatory Meanings: It is a card that appears and may sometimes be weak, but it is also a card of determination and stubbornness.
Reversed: She loves to read, to write and to explore life and people, she also cannot live without music to help her escape the bonds she has created for herself
Astrological Sign, Element: Aquarius, Air and Water


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sevot yhtils eht dna ,gillirb sawT`
ebaw eht ni elbmig dna eryg diD
,sevogorob eht erew ysmim llA
.ebargtuo shtar emom eht dnA


She puzzled over this for some time, but at last a bright thought
struck her. `Why, it's a Looking-glass book, of course!
And if I hold it up to a glass, the words will all go the right way again."
This was the poem that Alice read.

JABBERWOCKY

`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

`Beware the Jabberwock, my son!
The jaws that bite, the claws that catch!
Beware the Jujub bird, and shun
The frumious Bandersnatch!'

He took his vorpal sword in hand:
Long time the manxome foe he sought --
So rested he by the Tumtum gree,
And stood awhile in thought.

And as in uffish thought he stood,
The Jabberwock, with eyes of flame,
Came whiffling through the tulgey wook,
And burbled as it came!

One, two! One, two! And through and through
The vorpal blade went snicker-snack!
He left it dead, and with its head
He went galumphing back.

`And has thou slain the Jabberwock?
Come to my arms, my beamish boy!
O frabjous day! Calloh! Callay!
He chortled in his joy.

`Twas brillig, and the slithy toves
Did gyre and gimble in the wabe;
All mimsy were the borogoves,
And the mome raths outgrabe.

`It seems very pretty,' she said when she had finished it, `but it's rather hard to understand!' (You see she didn't like to confess, ever to herself, that she couldn't make it out at all.) `Somehow it seems to fill my head with ideas -- only I don't exactly know what they are! However, somebody killed something: that's clear, at any rate -- '
Lewis Carroll, "Through the Looking-Glass"

"Snow"
"When I lie very still

When I listen real hard
When everything seems right
In the middle of the night
I ask, "Where have you been?"

I've been looking for signs
I've been running around
I've been walking in the park
Far too often after dark
Where have you gone?
We haven't spoken for so long.."

"Chills"
"I remember when we
Were out there alone,
And there we knew we had to stay
Something shifted
Before the snow could subside
And everything that mattered
Turned slowly around
(And did you see it then?)..."

"Certain Understandings"
"there you are
deflections of questions on who you are
you're not a knight at all are you Sir Lancelot I glance a lot
and by chance I got a few things right
didn't I

like how you bleed
and how you've turned to be
you say you know you feel
you say you know you feel
the pain in me
the water in my well
well it all fits and gels so slowly

tell me yet
if truth overcomes you
one regret is all I ask you since
with cameras gone
the instruments that could prove you wrong are miles and miles from here

so tell me now
and strike me down
you say you know you feel
you say you know you feel
a world of things
a world I long to see
so bring that place to me
right here

oh whatever
feel much better
mind the chatter
tapping out the rhythm of the
mindless mentor
what was spent for
my undoing
did you come to certain understandings then when we all looked uncertain
were you mending then
the pieces you found important
all the same
you still could have told me
or faced it more boldly
instead you just sold me

taste this now
a bit on the bitter side somehow
perhaps you could just add a little more of that yes, isn't that better
goes down smooth
but hey it's always best
when you can meet the cook
and sneak a look

you say you know you feel
you say you know you feel
the timing's off
well it's all the same to me
such an awful world to see
so clearly "

"Angel"

"Let the night be gone
Let it go without a sound
I have seen you twice before
Nothing by chance you said

I've heard it can be seen
In the places in between
Where the meek are said to seem
To be a part of it

You said everyone cries
You said everyone flies
And the joy I keep bound
Like a secret I hide
From the spirits that move
In the time that I bide
But it hurts sometimes

Float me past the night
Show me all the currents right
Leaning on a subtle light
That brings one back again

You said everyone cries
You said everyone flies
And the joy I keep bound
Like a secret I hide
From the spirits that move
In the time that I bide
But it hurts sometimes

When I dream it's never dark
When the moon is swirling through my head
Do you come to watch me too
Do you think of me as a part of you
Heart of you, start of you

Will this last that long
Though I know it can't be wrong
You repeat you're not that strong
But that's what angels do

You said everyone cries
You said everyone flies
And the joy I keep bound
Like a secret I hide
From the spirits that move
In the time that I bide


Did you know you could fly
When you opened your eyes
Does a miracle start
Even though no one tries
After all of this time
After all it's just fine
But it hurts sometimes"

"Float"

"painted pictures, 2 am driftings
the sound of the rain
candles shift the walls, moving sharply
what's left to explain

when you told me you ought to be going
I could sense how the night was exploding

if I told you that I noticed
if I told you this for certain
you'd see me as scarred
your eyes so strained, so innocent
in a sense it's the way we both are

so don't show me the home you've recaptured don't remind me, I was there when it shattered each time I returned to the ocean
I walked on the cold sandand it taught me

to float, like a bird across the sky
watching all the moments ease by
feeling close enough to try

in the darkness in a shadow
in the places only I know
I run from the rain
my eyes so wide so desperate
to pull light from the pain

so don't show me I learned my own balance don't remind me, my whole world
was challenged
each time I return to the ocean
I close my eyes, I listen

I float, like a bird across the sky
watching all the moments ease by
feeling close enough to try
close enough this time

in this strange place
there's no direction to guide us around
the ones that move slowly
keep to the ground
and in some distant time
when your reflection
appears a stranger from some other day
I'll know what you're thinking
I'll feel the same way

I float, like a bird across the sky
time and time again I know why
I feel close enough to try

I close my eyes and

float, across the sky
watching as the moments ease by
so close, close enough to try"

Grey Eye Glances (formerly Sojourn)


**
Lost, broken, hard
cold as night
bitter and pale
pretend and weep
weak and selfish
damaged, shattered
irreplaceable
lost, never to be found,
dark, deep, unending
punish, hurt and tremble
child no more, never
ugly, cruel and no longer beautiful
love is lost, emptiness is found
deserve, create, destroy, hatred
fear, silence and loathing
afraid in the moment
afraid for all time
cold, longing for shelter
never finding
distance, foolishness and destructing
music turns to discord, love into frightened
panic, push, fray, sick
voices, inescapable
wrong, wrong, horrible
cold, wet, alone
hurt, pain, distraught
knowing, innocence destroyed
something else created in its place
no longer the me you see
lost in the darkness
hiding in the light
hoping yet knowing
there is nothing...

indescribable

barren

**


"Baker Baker"
"baker baker baking a cake
make me a day
make me whole again
and i wonder what's in a day
what's in your cake this time

i guess you heard he's gone to l.a.
he says that behind my eyes i'm hiding
and he tells me i pushed him away
that my heart's been hard to find

here
there must be something here
there must be something here
here

baker baker can you explain
if truly his heart was made of icing
and i wonder how mine could taste
maybe we could change his mind

i know you're late for your next parade
you came to make sure that i'm not running
well i ran from him in all kinds of ways
guess it was his turn this time

time
thought i'd make friends with time
thought we'd be flying
maybe not this time

baker baker baking a cake
make me a day
make me whole again
and i wonder if he's ok
if you see him say hi"

"Black Dove (January)"
"she was a january girl
she never let on how insane it was
in that tiny kinda scary house by the woods
by the woods
by the woods
black-dove black-dove
you don't need a space ship
they don't know you've already lived
on the other side of the galaxy
she had a january world
so many storms not right somehow
how a lion becomes a mouse by the woods
but i have to get to TEXAS
said i have to get to TEXAS
and i'll give away my blue, blue dress
she had a january girl
she never let on how insane it was
in that tiny kinda scary house by the woods"

"Gold Dust"
"-- How did it go so fast --
you'll say
as we are looking
back
and then we'll
understand
We held gold dust
in our
hands

in our
hands"

"Little Earthquakes"
"yellow bird flying
gets shot in the wing
good year for hunters
and christmas parties
and i hate
and i hate
and i hate
and i hate elevator music
the way we fight
the way i'm left here silent

oh these little earthquakes
here we go again
these little earthquakes
doesn't take much to
rip us into pieces

we danced in graveyards
with vampires till dawn
we laughed in the faces of kings
never afraid to burn
and i hate
and i hate
and i hate
and i hate disintegration
watching us wither
black winged roses
that safely changed their COLOR

oh these little earthquakes
here we go again
these little earthquakes
doesn't take much to
rip us into pieces

i can't reach you
can't reach you
give me life
give me pain
give me myself again

oh these little earthquakes
here we go again
these little earthquakes
doesn't take much to
rip us into pieces"

"Winter"
"snow can wait
i forgot my mittens
wipe my nose
get my new boots on
i get a little warm in my heart
when i think of winter
i put my hand in my father's glove

i run off where the DRIFTS GET DEEPER
sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
i hear a voice
"you must learn to stand up for yourself
cause i can't always be around"

he says when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
all the white horses are still in bed
i tell you that i'll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

boys get discovered as winter MELTS
flowers competing for the sun
years go by and i'm here still waiting
withering where some snowman was
mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
but i only can see myself
SKATING around the truth who i am
but i know dad the ice is getting thin

when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna CHANGE so fast
all the white horses are still in bed
i tell you that i'll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

hair is grey and the fires are burning
so many dreams on the shelf
you say i wanted you to be PROUD of me
i always wanted that myself

when you gonna make up your mind
when you gonna love you as much as i do
when you gonna make up your mind
cause things are gonna change so fast
all the WHITE HORSES have gone ahead
i tell you that i'll always want you near
you say that things change my dear

never change

all the white horses"

Tori Amos

"The World"
"I saw Eternity the other night,
Like a great ring of pure and endless light,
All calm, as it was bright;
And round beneath it, Time in hours, days years,
Driv'n by the spheres
Like a vast shadow mov'd; in which the world
And all her train were hurl'd..."

"The Night"
" There is in God—some say—
A deep, but dazzling darkness ; as men here
Say it is late and dusky, because they
See not all clear.
O for that Night ! where I in Him
Might live invisible and dim ! "

Henry Vaughn, via Vicky Austin and Grandfather from Madeleine L'Engle's "A Ring of Endless Light"

"The adventure is over. Everything gets over, and nothing is ever enough. Except the part you carry with you." E.L. Konigsburg, "From the Mixed-Up Files of Mrs Basil E. Frankweiler"

"Yes, I am letting my own experience color my answer, which is what experience is for."
—Robin McKinley, The Hero and the Crown

The beautiful Myka "Go Ask Alice" layout was modified from codes by interlinea by mammothluv as a Christmas present on day 3 of 2009 Bacaamas. Thank you! I love it so much! Smooches! Adoration!
You truly are the goddess of graphics, Mammoth!

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